Having my wisdom teeth removed made me realize something

Heyyy, today is the third day of me laying in bed with icepacks around my face. Because, as you can read in the title of this blogpost, I got all of my 4 wisdom teeth removed. 

It was the first time ever that I went under anesthesia and let me tell you, it was an interesting experience. The process of going under anesthesia wasn't fun, but when I woke up, it was like my hidden self came into existence. And by that I mean that I was yapping all over the place. Like I did not stop talking to the random nurses that came to help me and move me around the hospital. 

I legit searched "wisdom teeth aesthetic"
on Pinterest to find this picture lol

I have to let you know that I don't drink alcohol, so its unusual for me to not be my sober-self. That is why this was such an eye-opening experience to me! You see, by nature I am a pretty down-to-earth but also sometimes anxious person when it comes to communicating with people I don't know.  So for me to hear myself talking to random people about so many random things, was a really silly experience. 
It mostly let me see that I am capable of holding down a random conversation with someone I don't know. And that is a really nice thing to know about myself. I just have to figure out how to get to that level of comfortability without the use of anesthesia or alcohol lol. But I think I can get there! Being under anesthesia just showed me that that version of me exists, and now I have to try to get that version of myself into permanent reality!
Let me know about you guys' thoughts or experiences with anesthesia! Or if you have any questions about the procedure :pp 
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